It's not like I force myself to think of sad things, but... it's more that I make music because it makes me happy.
Music is therapy for me. It's my outlet for every negative thing I've ever been through. It lets me turn something bad into something beautiful.
I can take all the negative energy and turn it into a positive simply by purging my soul through music. That's how powerful music can be.
If you listen to most of my songs, the lyrics are pretty kind of dark, but I like to put it behind happy music because then it evens it out... I'm really happy, actually. Obviously I have my bad moments, but I always challenge myself to not put negativity out there because there's already enough.