On the one hand, I want to go off and live in the desert with my dog and sculpt things out of adobe.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I must explore desert ground and see what can grow. But there are limits. I know in my heart what I would never do.
I want to pave my own path artistically.
I have a huge passion for animals and while retirement is a long way off, when I do I would love to do something with animals.
A longstanding dream of mine is to adapt 'Dune,' but it's a long process to get the rights, and I don't think I will succeed.
I want to do whatever I can to survive.
I realize that I live in the same environment that I did when I was a kid, but with less junk and better art.
I have this fantasy of my older days, painting or sculpting or making things. I have this fantasy of a bike trip to Chile. I have this fantasy of flying into Morocco. But right now, it's about getting the work done and getting home to family. I have an adventure every morning, getting up.
Eventually my goal is get a place in Ojai where I can have animals and a big garden. Just drink wine all day and hang in my garden.
I don't want to do architecture that's dry and dull.
I want to die painting.