When I am writing a story it feels as real as the life I am experiencing off the page. It's an emotional illusion, I guess.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Each day I feel a little differently; some times I try to write something that's fictitious and then there's other times where I try to write something that's true.
Sometimes I feel that the people I'm writing are more real to me than the people around me. When you take that imaginative leap, you're living so much in that world.
You see, I am trying in all my stories to get the feeling of the actual life across - not to just depict life - or criticize it - but to actually make it alive. So that when you have read something by me, you actually experience the thing. You can't do this without putting in the bad and the ugly as well as what is beautiful.
I try to write characters that are as real, emotionally and psychologically, as I can make them; I feel the same way about setting. This often means that I'm drawing from my experiences and observations.
I think that when you're writing fiction what you're doing is reflecting life as you see it, and putting down how you think and how other people think, and the sort of confusions that you don't normally like to admit to.
After a while, the characters I'm writing begin to feel real to me. That's when I know I'm heading in the right direction.
If you write a story based on a real person, you're trapped by the details of the real person and his life. It gets in the way of writing your own story.
I'm just trying to write a good story, strictly from imagination. People just think it's random, they don't see the rewriting, phrasing of characters, choosing the words, bringing the world to light in which the characters live in. That creates an illusion that this is real.
I just sort of write the book I feel like writing given the emotional place I am in my life at the time.
When I'm writing, I'm trying to immerse myself in the chaos of an emotional experience, rather than separate myself from it and look back at it from a distance with clarity and tell it as a story. Because that's how life is lived, you know?