I started modeling with a very negative part of me - I didn't really like myself or how I looked because I was very tall for a Japanese girl.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
It's weird that the world sees modeling as a negative. It just blows my mind how many people think that because I was a model, I think I'm pretty and that I can use my looks to get ahead. I'm not pretty!
I always wanted to be a teacher or wanted to do something with food. But modeling, I just never thought I could do it myself, really, ever. I still have trouble calling myself a model. I just never thought I was tall enough or skinny enough.
I started to model because I thought I could use it as an excuse to others, like, 'Yeah, I'm tall because I'm a model.'
To me, it's a little odd to ever think 'model into actor.' I modeled once. I was about as far from a decent model as you can possibly be. I did not enjoy the world at all. I fell in my stilettos quite a bit.
In modeling, I had to learn to like myself, to love myself, to feel comfortable.
I remember when I was little, much younger than I was when I started modeling, people always said, 'Oh, you should be a model.' But I didn't like people telling me what to do... But I didn't plan to transform into an actress, either. It just happened.
Modeling gave me an opportunity to be someone I'm not each day.
People call me a 'model-actress,' when I just never started with that... it's not my story.
I hated modeling. I was so scared. But as soon as I started doing jewelry, I did better as a model.
And anyway, modeling wasn't for me. I'm too short. I've got a big butt. It wasn't going to happen.