It's such a human condition, whether you're a great track star or a great knitting person or you paint watercolors - someone knows who you are.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I paint people not because of what they are like, not exactly in spite of what they are like, but how they happen to be.
I mean, I'm an artist by nature; no one considers what I do and no one knows who the heck I am, but that anybody does - it is astonishing.
I know now that most people are so closely concerned with themselves that they are not aware of their own individuality, I can see myself, and it has helped me to say what I want to say in paint.
When I act, I feel like I am a color in someone else's painting - I can be the best blue that there is, but I'm still only part of their entire picture - but, with music, when I am performing with Reserved For Rondee, I am the painter, you know?
It's a representation of yourself, and you can express a lot of your creativity with what your wearing.
I feel like, you know, some people like to wear colorful stuff. Some people like to be blacked down, and some people just want to be colorful. Some people just have weird problems. I'm never going to wear a pink sweater. Some people just do it because they feel like they can do it.
I've been around long enough for people to know who I am and what my contributions are. They know me as more than just an artist. I think they know me as a woman as well.
It has bothered me all my life that I do not paint like everybody else.
Whoever wants to know something about me - as an artist which alone is significant - they should look attentively at my pictures and there seek to recognise what I am and what I want.
The people who think I'm famous are knitters. Most of my life, I'm wildly unrecognized.