For a long time, I didn't want to live.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I never expected to live this long.
I never thought I would live this long.
I never wanted a life of having a nice house, driving around, settling down.
I couldn't live up to it. So I chose to run away.
And also I didn't want my future to be just sitting in a room and be imprisoned in my four walls and just cooking and giving birth to children. I didn't want to see my life in that way.
I wish I didn't have to live up to anything.
I was just living my life, and that's what I wanted to do.
I wanted to have a free life.
I never thought I'd live this long. It sounds funny because I still think of myself as a kid.
I didn't want to die. I wanted to live. I wanted to be with my family and wanted to see my 11-year-old son grow up.