I can't help but trip out about how similar my life is to 'Room.' It's me wanting to stay in my own little bubble and remain anonymous and invisible and at the same time needing to step up to this hand that I've been given.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I've been trying for some time to develop a lifestyle that doesn't require my presence.
I'd like to keep my personal life private. In reality, I know that's not possible. In the present, I'm trying to pretend it's possible.
I think having my life be as private and quiet as possible is a way in which then I can go and play characters.
The essential dilemma of my life is between my deep desire to belong and my suspicion of belonging.
I just always wanted to be left alone to go into a creative space.
The thing is, I live a very public life, and I have to keep things personal, or else I have no personal life. It's very difficult.
I don't have anything interesting to conceal or reveal in my private life, and it is really only my work and professional life that I want to talk about.
One of the things I find really hard and view as a massive drag... is that I'm losing my ability to be completely anonymous.
I have a huge, active imagination, and I think I'm really scared of being alone; because if I'm left to my own devices, I'll just turn into a madwoman.
I put so much of myself out there and make myself so accessible that sometimes I fear I make myself too accessible.