I thought nothing would ever happen for me. My whole life had been geared toward being a singer, and it wasn't clicking.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I never not wanted to be a singer. Since I was 3, I knew this was what I wanted to do. Well, I can't say I wanted to do it, but I fantasized and thought about it all the time. I never thought it would actually happen.
I don't think there was ever a moment when I was like, 'Yeah, I want to be a singer!' I guess it just happened. I performed a lot when I was younger and stuff, but I remember getting to the point where I thought I might have to get a normal job.
Nobody really thought I was going to make it, because I was a musician. I really wasn't a singer.
What happened was, I always wanted to be a singer/songwriter kind of guy like a James Taylor or Crosby, Stills and Nash type of thing; I went to a lot of coffee houses and used to watch all those guys, but I never had the nerve to get up and do it because singing seems so personal and intimate to me. It was too revealing.
I just became a singer, because I could never get work as an actress.
I don't think I thought I was going to go into music, and I don't think it hit me until I was 13 or 14, and then I was gone. Just like that. At that point, there was nothing else that could keep my attention.
And, you know, I never wanted to be a singer.
The most frustrating thing for me as a singer is that people have pinpointed me as an actress who suddenly woke up one day and decided that I wanted to sing.
I never really thought I was going to be a singer, honestly. I never listened to singers; I always listened to rap music.
I never thought I was going to be a singer. That was an accident.