I lost my second marriage because of drinking, and I loved the woman very much. But I thought I needed booze to write. I'm glad I was disabused.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
My second marriage had a lot to do with alcohol.
I was married for 18 years to a woman who wanted me to get sober for all 18 years and I never did. She finally came to her senses and divorced me.
I went into rehab to save my marriage, but I wound up saving myself.
'Twas drink made me fall in love, And love made me run into debt, And though I have struggled and struggled and strove, I cannot get out of them yet.
I drank for about 25 years getting over the loss of my father and I took the anger out on myself. I did a good job at beating myself up at sometimes. I don't drink anymore but my alcoholic head occasionally says different. 'Nil By Mouth' was a love letter to my father because I needed to resolve some issues in order to be able to forgive him.
Meeting my wife Amanda was the best thing that could ever have happened to me. She wasn't going to let me screw around my life anymore, so I stopped drinking and started behaving like a decent human being.
The sky was falling down on me and I spent most of the time drunk. It was the only way I could handle it.
I get drunk writing words. I don't drink or do drugs, but I get so carried away with writing that I get inebriated from it.
Sobering up was responsible for breaking up my marriage. That's what it couldn't stand.
I had a lousy marriage and I drank too much.