I feel, having the choices I had, I felt I had more control over my own medium than I did over photography.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I chose photography over writing. I had to make a living.
I chose makeup over photography because there was something very sensual about makeup that I loved. But photography was always in the back of my mind. That was always something that I was very connected with: looking at magazines, enjoying photography, and then taking pictures myself when I was a kid.
When I worked as a music and fashion photographer, I always had the nagging feeling that there was something missing, that I wasn't using my skills productively. I gave up photography - I walked away from it completely - and started doing care work.
I didn't decide to be a photographer; I just happened to fall into it.
Photography can never grow up if it imitates some other medium. It has to walk alone; it has to be itself.
I love it when a photographer lets me create my own movement and feeling to the images. By that I mean he doesn't restrict me in his or her own ideas but rather gives me a direction and lets me work within those boundaries freely.
Truthfully, I don't really think of myself as a photographer. I don't have all the disciplines and knowledge of a person who's spent their life devoted to photography.
Photography, for me, is something I can control fully. It's wholly my own expressions.
I was obsessed from the moment I took my first photograph. I wanted to make photography my career.
I still take photographs for my own use, personal studies. I do not feel that I can fully express my views through the medium and this is why I have moved towards painting.