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When you're as chaotic as I am, you need a very firm structure in your life.

I call my life a beautiful mess and organised chaos. It's just always been like that. My entire life things have been attracted to me and vice versa that turn into chaotic nightmares or I create the chaos myself.

I have so much chaos in my life, it's become normal. You become used to it. You have to just relax, calm down, take a deep breath and try to see how you can make things work rather than complain about how they're wrong.

Do what you need to do and enjoy life as it happens.

There may be a long list of things to do, but really, there is just one thing on the list at any time. If you think of it like that, the whole world looks different and you can stay quite calm. Maybe everything will get done eventually and maybe not. You can always have hope.

I've always enjoyed things a little more chaotic than most people would prefer. I feel that I run well in chaos.

Maybe in my life I sort of put myself in situations that were chaotic, outside of my life.

I'm totally confused about what I'm going to do with my life.

The assumption is that your personal life has to be a mess to create, but how much chaos can you allow in before it takes over?

I struggle if I have chaos around me, but at the same time, if I don't have it, I'm uncomfortable. It's a strange thing: If I don't have chaos, I create it.