Since I was young, I've been aware that I need time to myself to process everything.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
When you're young, when you've never done anything very much on your own, you imagine that it won't be so hard.
I always need huge amounts of time to do anything.
After a while, you just don't do things you don't wanna do - that's the great freedom you get, the older you get. You learn what to do and what not to do, and what will be a waste of time and what won't be a waste of time.
You know, the thing that I do to waste time is think of things I want to make. That's how my mind is employed.
I discovered that the best thing for me was to be very busy all the time. I can get a lot done, and I can do those tasks well.
I feel like I want to and have to do everything once.
Sometimes it feels like there aren't enough hours in a day to get everything done.
I can only put myself in the process and try to learn through the process. Sometimes it will go well and sometimes it won't.
Whenever I have to do something, I try to minimise the time it takes me to do it. I just cannot wait.
I always think that I have plenty of time for everything, and then the reality of it doesn't quite match up.