I have a wish. It as a fear as well - that in my end will be my beginning.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I write of the wish that comes true - for some reason, a terrifying concept.
I always wished for this, but it's almost turning into more of a nightmare than a dream.
The biggest fear I have is to die with regrets, and of course that will come true.
My greatest desire is that the hope that has overcome fear in my country will help vanquish it around the world.
I hope I'm worthy in my dying. I hope I can maintain myself - that I wouldn't become pathetic and needy, and the worst part of myself come out in adversity. But I'm not afraid of it. It'd be such a silly thing to do! To ruin the life you have by fearing its ending.
I wish I could come home to a life that looks like a TV show. I wish I could see my television family waiting for me, where no one fights and no one screams, no one lies and no one leaves.
One of the first signs of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.
Hope is for people who wait. And I don't want to wait no more. I'm not scared anymore. I'm not scared of myself. Of my things. Of my fear. Of absolutely nothing. And that's music.
I sometimes wish I were suffering in a good cause, or risking my life for the good of others, instead of just being a gravely endangered patient.
I don't fear what will happen, but you just get ahead of yourself, like, 'Oh my gosh, I wish it would happen now.'