I was working full-time and going to school at night and on the weekends. It was just crazy.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
In the daytime, I was studying at school and in the evenings, I was a stage kid. I was trained in theatre and public speaking. I was a really active kid.
I was working all the time I was in college. I was working so much that I could hardly do my college work.
When the children were very small, I worked in the morning only, and then gradually, as they spent full days at school, I could spend full days at work.
I went to night school and summer school, I made that whole year up and I actually graduated on time. Also, I got a part-time job at the radio station.
I spent every night until four in the morning on my dissertation, until I came to the point when I could not write another word, not even the next letter. I went to bed. Eight o'clock the next morning I was up writing again.
It was driving me crazy that I couldn't remember something that I studied the night before. All it did was trigger my anxiety, and all of sudden everything would snowball on me.
For months, I slept at work, even though I had an apartment. I'd fall asleep on the floor at 4:30 A.M. By 7 A.M., I was up and ready to start teaching every class.
In high school, I worked eight hours a day just so I could get into the college of my dreams and say that I got in - and I never went.
So I came home and I had a resume and everything, but the only job experience I had was just playing in bars and clubs on my summers off. So, I was temping and stuff during the day and playing music at night.
I was working part-time as a cleaner while I was going to college and then babysitting after school.