I like to behave in an extremely normal, wholesome manner for the most part in my daily life. Even if mentally I'm consumed with sick visions of violence, terror, sex and death.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I like having peace and quiet in my life, and I am perfectly happy in my relationships.
I like to control my own personal life.
I like to be in control of things.
People say I make strange choices, but they're not strange for me. My sickness is that I'm fascinated by human behavior, by what's underneath the surface, by the worlds inside people.
I'd like to be settled into somewhat of a normal life. Somewhat. I know it's never going to be completely normal.
I'm full of fears and I do my best to avoid difficulties and any kind of complications. I like everything around me to be clear as crystal and completely calm.
I am fascinated by what is beautiful, strong, healthy, what is living. I seek harmony.
I try to make myself look as normal as possible because I like people to relate to me.
I like to just think of myself as a normal person who just has a passion, has a goal and a dream and goes out and does it. And that's really how I've always lived my life.
I live a very secluded life, a very contemplative life and a very meditative one. That is my ideal life.