It is my hope and my belief that you will be able to report that I died with dignity, without animal fear and without bravado. I owe that much to myself.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I hope when I'm on my deathbed, people forgive me, because there is a lot to forgive.
It is my intention to live an authentic life of compassion and integrity and action.
I hope to God that the inner strength that will vindicate my deeds will in good time spring forth from my own people. I have done as I had to on the prompting of my inner voice.
I urge you to ask yourself just how honorable it is to preside over the abuse and suffering of animals.
I'm so thankful for the active obedience of Christ. No hope without it.
I think my demise has been prematurely reported. That's what I think. I think I'm going take this and make medical history, and I really believe that.
As for restitutions, to nobody in particular do I owe any, but as for those I owe to the realm, I hope in the mercy of God.
I hope I'm worthy in my dying. I hope I can maintain myself - that I wouldn't become pathetic and needy, and the worst part of myself come out in adversity. But I'm not afraid of it. It'd be such a silly thing to do! To ruin the life you have by fearing its ending.
Pray to Christ for me that the animals will be the means of making me a sacrificial victim for God.
I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.