I'm afraid of only two things: being lazy and being cowardly. I get up early in the morning and go to work. I love to write.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I'm afraid of only two things: being lazy and being cowardly.
I'm terrified of writing at night, for then I can't sleep. So I start slowly, slowly writing in the morning and go on into the late afternoon.
I think the thing I fear most in life is waking up one day and not feeling challenge - feeling ambivalent or glib about what I have to do that day.
My greatest fear is feeling like a professional novelist. Somebody who creates characters, who sits down and has pieces of paper taped to the wall - what's going to happen in this scene, or this act. What I like is for it to be a much more scary, sloppy reflection of who I am.
I was very afraid to write a novel - it was a dream for a very long time, and it was one of the few things that I was afraid to try.
I'm not scared of anything in particular, but I am motivated by a fear of failure as opposed to a need to succeed.
My biggest fears aren't with my work. My biggest fears are walking through hospital doors. Once you can face that, being fearless about your work is easy.
Whatever hardships there have been in my life I still live in a very privileged position. Fear is not knowing where your next meal is coming from. Fear is seeing a child get hurt. Fear is watching someone you love waste away. Fear is knowing you are going to die yourself. But there's no fear in what I do. I write books.
I basically never feel like writing. I am a happy-go-lucky, relaxed, fun-seeking kind of person. And working disturbs that, because it puts me in a state of anxiety.
I don't have the fear I won't be able to think of something else to write. It's what I do.