Donald and I still really wanted to be together, but I was fighting to keep what we had privately, and once the world gets involved in your life, little by little it breaks it down until you forget what it was in the first place.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I wanted to deal with someone's idea of their relationship.
So after the Lewinsky scandal, everything changed, and we moved from using the Bible to address the moral issues of our time, which were social, to moral issues of our time that were very personal. I have continued that relationship up until the present.
There was at time in my life where all I wanted was a relationship, and I thought that was the most important thing.
When I got political that blew our marriage out of the water. I was not the same person and I admit that.
I went through my first big breakup, with a boyfriend who I had been with for more than two years. He had been one of my dancers, and it was my first love and his.
My marriage was breaking up, and my marriage with Chong was breaking up. I had to come back and kind of start on my own again.
My boyfriend and I broke up. He wanted to get married and I didn't want him to.
I decided I was going to be in love. I was going to give it everything I had. It was like heaven on that ranch. I don't know why we broke up. We never fought.
It didn't matter what we did or where we did it as long as we were together. We knew we'd found what most people either pursue in years of futile search or dismiss as a fantasy at the outset: the missing half of ourselves. The real thing.
I was made to believe there was a plan in place for ending Donald's previous marriage. I pulled away because I wanted to allow him the time to deal with his wife.