If I don't tell it all now, the story in the history books will always be imperfect and that would be wrong.
From Christine Keeler
I'm terrified of men these days. If someone asked me out now, I don't know what I'd say, how I'd react. But I couldn't go through with it, not at all. I suppose I've been terrified of them all along.
I won't say I didn't like it at the time, the sex, that is, because I wouldn't have let him do it at all if that had been the case.
I went out every single night so I was never alone with my stepfather. At 12, I stopped going on holiday with them. The times I was alone with him I always made sure I was all covered up.
I took on the sins of everybody, of a generation, really.
I never found anyone who was good enough, who I could trust enough.
I have survived and possibly I should not hope for more than that.
I have always been free with my love - it is my nature. I am easily captivated by men and they have always been attracted to me.
I enjoyed sex and indulged in it when I fancied the men.
I don't know if he was the fourth man or the fifth, but he was certainly in the top 10.
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