When I turned 30, I realized how ignorant I really was. I always thought I had a very accomplished life.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
My whole life was geared toward being a highly educated person.
All my life, I just felt that I should have finished my education.
I remember when I was 33 or 34, it was devastating because I realized I wasn't a kid anymore. The great thing about 40 was that I really felt like I had life experience and knew what I was doing now.
Once I turned 35, I got the bonus of some wisdom and began to accept life on its own terms.
Eventually I lost the idea that I could have a career. I thought I was too old.
I spent my 30s figuring out how to be a grown up, I guess. I loved my 30s! My 30s were really about being happy with what I was doing.
At 30 I thought my life was over. I thought I'd have made something of myself by then, that life would somehow have made the necessary arrangements - but actually I had nothing.
I know I felt like I was ready to be an adult long before the rest of the world agreed. I'd already realized that a lot of grown-ups didn't know any more than I did, and some of them were even dumber than I was, and even the ones who were smarter weren't using their smarts for things I necessarily considered worthwhile.
I was 30 before I made a living that was not embarrassing.
I just turned 30 so I got really introspective as you do, questioning my life. And when I stopped and sort of looked back at the past decade, I realized I had done more work than I thought I had done.