From an early age, I learned to invest myself emotionally in what unfolded before me on screen.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
Growing up, my sisters and I would always talk stories. One of my frustrations was I didn't know anything about cameras. I didn't know how to make a film and I obviously didn't have a special effects budget. I was a kid. So I was learning to draw to get down the stuff that was in my head, that I couldn't afford to actually do.
When I was growing up, the top movies dealt with grown-up, complex emotions.
It really costs me a lot emotionally to watch myself on screen. I think of myself, and feel like I'm quite young, and then I look at this old man with the baggy chins and the tired eyes and the receding hairline and all that.
I remember watching television when I was younger, and I felt like there were things TV tackled first, and then it would happen to me in real life, and I felt prepared.
I started watching actual movies when I was pretty young.
I was raised by a single psychologist mother and we spent every evening sitting at the kitchen table and dissecting our emotions and speculating about the inner life of everyone we knew.
What I'm still grappling with and learning how to do is to be looking and thinking cinematically, having come from television.
When I passed the age of 50, I learned how to control my emotions.
I feel like I had to learn how to take care of myself and find out what made me happy aside from just making films.
I wasn't able to relate to anyone on TV growing up, so I wanted to bring my own experiences to the screen.