I took pain pills to get to sleep because I didn't want to go to work the next day exhausted.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I was so low that I wanted to exit. And I took a bunch of pills, and they were sleeping pills. And at least they would put me to sleep, and maybe I wouldn't wake up, and that was fine.
There are days like any normal human being where I wake up and I don't feel like going to work.
I start work at 5 in the morning and I have a wicked insomnia problem.
On gym days, I don't get to my desk until 4 in the afternoon, and everything except bedtime and the appointment with the liquid narcotic is pushed back a bit.
If I'm stuck in the midst of a story, I take a nap. It often works, and if it doesn't, I still feel better.
I didn't exercise. I worked all the time, went home and went to bed.
It was an hour and a half plane ride, so I slept. I try to sleep because that's probably the only time I get to get my real sleep. When I can't sleep I read books or watch movies.
I want to go home at night and feel discomfort.
I was seeing everything through pain. I would roll out of bed and do my exercises. I had to do that to work out the remainder of the pain pills. I would drink coffee and go to the set and plunge myself so far into my work.
If I feel in need of sleep, I just open a book or turn on the television. Both are better than any sleeping pill.