I've worked for a long time, but I got to the point where I felt like, I am out here so far, how do I get back? I want to have a real life, a personal life. I didn't want a personal life I just visited.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I've had a normal life, but I have struggled to get here. It hasn't been handed to me and it hasn't been easy.
It would be nice to be in one place for a while and have a social life again and get a job. But I'm not qualified to do anything. That's the problem.
I worked hard to get where I am. And I started with nothing.
I've worked hard my whole life, since I was a little kid. But now it's a point in my life now where I can just enjoy it, but at the same time I still need to work.
It's taken me a long time to get back into the industry. People were not really open to me working, or being a part of the industry.
Sometimes I think back to everything I've been through, and I wonder, 'Man, how the hell did I get here?'
There are moments when you feel that the desire to work is fading, and the only way to bring it back is to get away from it, to put yourself in a state of frustration so you feel the need again.
I studied business in school, so I worked for Chanel in marketing. And I also worked part-time in an office. So I had office jobs. And then I realized I needed to get the hell out of there, just realizing there was no fulfillment.
I been through some things but I worked hard to get to where I'm at.
It's jarring to go from one amazing experience to another that feels ordinary. I don't quite know how to explain it. You see the uniqueness of what you've been doing, and disassociating yourself from it and going back to the 'normal' life is tough.