When I was younger, I actually wanted to be in the spotlight. To have people want me, want to have a piece of me.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
When I was younger, I always wanted to be someone in the entertainment industry.
You get to be famous or have some notoriety and there are so many people who want a piece of you.
I liked being in the spotlight.
I find I like the spotlight for a very brief period of time... and I sort of need it. But then, the minute that it's done, I have to sort of go hide. So I was never really meant, I think, to be a performer for a living.
When you're in the spotlight, people want to dissect you and then put you back together the way they want you.
Since I was a teenager, I wanted to be in a band with my mates: my pure image of a band.
I wanted to have money; I wanted to be special; I wanted people to like me; I wanted to be famous.
When I was young, all I wanted to be was a movie star. At a certain point, I started to grow up and really care about what I did.
My main motivation for staying in the spotlight at all is, I don't want to just be known for being involved in 'Playboy,' or having been Hugh Hefner's girlfriend - I hate that. I like to show I can do other things and take on other challenges. That's my main motivation.
For years I wanted to be older, and now I am.