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When I was younger, I actually wanted to be in the spotlight. To have people want me, want to have a piece of me.

I try to stay out of the spotlight.

But I think, if you're in the spotlight, people are going to say bad things, and that's just the way it is.

So few people are truly themselves when they're in the spotlight.

My personal life is in the spotlight, but people say what they want to say. The truth isn't in the spotlight, I should say. I'm in the spotlight, but not the truth.

I spend all my time trying to avoid the spotlight.

I know I'll be under a spotlight, I know I'll be under the microscope.

I like to be in the spotlight once in a while, and then I like to be in the shadows. It's really regenerating.

My main motivation for staying in the spotlight at all is, I don't want to just be known for being involved in 'Playboy,' or having been Hugh Hefner's girlfriend - I hate that. I like to show I can do other things and take on other challenges. That's my main motivation.

I find I like the spotlight for a very brief period of time... and I sort of need it. But then, the minute that it's done, I have to sort of go hide. So I was never really meant, I think, to be a performer for a living.