I had said to some pastor that I was having thoughts, and the church turned on me. They went to my mom and said, So sorry about your son.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I wouldn't believe there was something 'wrong' with my son.
One day, when my son was eight, he came into the kitchen while I was cooking and said: 'You put bad words in your books, don't you?' No doubt he had overheard my mother, who often tells people who ask about my work: 'Well, you'll never find her books in the Christian bookstore.'
When my son was murdered, people asked me how I felt about God and what had happened to my son. I said, 'No, you can't go there. You have to understand that there is a devil, and he works 24/7. Whoever murdered our son was with the devil.'
I got put out of my church choir because my pastor said, 'We can't have baby sister singing the blues and coming in here and singing on Sunday morning.'
When Queer Eye hit, the church told my mom they were praying for me. She said, God loves him too. And I support him 100 percent.
My son died for lies.
Are you facing a superheated furnace? What God wants is for you to look full in the face of Jesus. Get your focus off whatever it is that appears to be unanswered and focus on the Son.
If you're a preacher's kid, you see the church differently.
I had this moment in church, which I think really turned me off. I was 7 or 8 years old and I was sitting at church, and we happened to be playing with the sunlight that was coming down from the stained glass window, and the monsignor came down to the pew and grabbed us by our neck collars and said, 'I'll deal with you.'
Thank the Lord for using each person as a tool in your life to deepen your insight into His grace and conforming you to the image of His Son.