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One day I can be ecstatically up, and the next, I can feel this real blankness, a deadness almost, which is scary.

My heart burnt within me with indignation and grief; we could think of nothing else. All night long we had only snatches of sleep, waking up perpetually to the sense of a great shock and grief. Every one is feeling the same. I never knew so universal a feeling.

My heart pounds sickeningly and I turn pale... I often feel as if I were dead... I seem to be losing my mind.

I had just left Yes and had done a concert at Crystal Palace, South London, with a choir and orchestra playing my solo album 'Journey To The Centre Of The Earth' when I had my heart attack. That day, I hadn't been to bed for four days. I don't remember much. I felt very numb during the day and airy, which is the best way to describe it.

I feel ghostly unreal until I become somebody else again on the screen.

I feel like when I was an adolescent, and felt so unworthy of love and so empty, I moved outside of myself.

Losing my daughter was a very serious pain. There was always some empty space in my heart.

I've always had this feeling wherever I go. Of not feeling fully part of things, not fully accepted, not fully inside of something.

I had a calling inside of me. I had a sense that when I was going through experiences like living on the streets, losing my parents to AIDS, just having my whole world turned upside-down, there was this feeling inside of me like I was meant for something greater.