It was nothing, just the normal thing to do at the time.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I didn't want to do something typical.
Nothing I ever did I expected to do. It just kind of happened.
I would have had fun doing just about anything.
Performing was something I could cling to. It was the only thing I had some control over and that's why I did it. If I hadn't, I'm not sure which way I'd have gone.
In a way I guess I'd be a bad judge of what it was like because it just seemed perfectly normal to me.
I was a normal kid. I can't explain how normal I was.
It was a very stupid thing to do, I'll admit, but I hardly didn't even know I was doing it.
I couldn't do anything I didn't enjoy.
That was something. As opposed to nothing.
I was doing everything I could think of to protect my husband and keep him alive.