I have twins that I didn't want to have the life that I had. I didn't have a great life growing up.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Sometimes it makes me sad that I didn't get to have one family for my entire life.
My childhood was kind of complicated. I have an older sister, but my father, my mother's husband, died when I was four years old. So I only had my mum and sister, really.
I don't remember my life before I had children.
Til I was 10 years, I didn't know I had only two siblings. I always thought I had 10 and that they were all my family.
Without siblings you get quite a skewed vision of yourself and of the world. I always felt I didn't understand how it worked. I remember feeling quite lonely.
I would love to have twins. I think there's something nice about having two babies, and they're there for each other their whole entire life.
When I was 11, I realised that I did not have to live the life my mother had: school, marriage, children, apartment, summer house.
I think I was born because my parents had two boys and wanted to give it one more go and try for a girl... they got me instead.
Meanwhile I married and I adopted three kids who were all from one family and then later I was divorced.
I've never had siblings, I didn't grow up in a big family; it was just me and my single mom. And hectic family dysfunction was actually something that I craved.