I want to be a jerk like the rest of my friends, and have fun, and not care about the consequences, but I just can't now.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I need to be bad. I don't want to burn out. I also don't want to be a person who is always performance-oriented. I also want to have some fun.
I go out with friends, but I don't have time to get in trouble.
I have a big ego, and I'm a confident person, but when it comes down to being a jerk, that doesn't work for me, I tried it... for about ten years.
I'm not trying to find another thing that's wrong with me, but I'm such a nice person, and I have a couple of drinks and I'm really good fun and then I'm really not fun.
With my friends, I don't feel pressure to be someone other than who I am.
I want to act because I don't know how to do anything else.
I don't just want to be successful I want to have fun.
I don't want to be known as a jerk forever.
Don't make friends who are comfortable to be with. Make friends who will force you to lever yourself up.
I try not to be a jerk. I really do. I try to be nice and cordial.