I realize now I didn't really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I don't want to die.
I really wanted to die at certain periods in my life.
I am not afraid to die. I simply do not want to.
I didn't want to die. I wanted to live. I wanted to be with my family and wanted to see my 11-year-old son grow up.
I was paralyzed from the chest down when I was 19, so I kind of put my head together about dying, and I think I've come to terms with it.
I don't want to die thinking I've only done one thing in my life.
No matter how prepared you think you are for the death of a loved one, it still comes as a shock, and it still hurts very deeply.
But I don't want to die! I have so much to do!
One day I woke up with an atrocious hangover, and it hurt so badly that I told myself, 'It's time to stop. I can't do it anymore. It's not good. It hurts too much.'
I used to not want to die in any way but in my sleep when I was a young man. I'd like to die awake now, if possible, with people around me who love me.