I really wanted to die at certain periods in my life.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I always thought I was going to die before I was 60.
When I was 20, my mother died and I went off the rails a little bit. I kinda had my slightly dark period.
I realize now I didn't really want to die. I just wanted to stop the hurt and pain.
I want to live fast and die young.
I intend to live forever, or die trying.
I was darkly convinced that at age 52 I would kill myself because my mother committed suicide at that age. I was fantasizing that she was waiting for me on the other side of the grave.
I used to not want to die in any way but in my sleep when I was a young man. I'd like to die awake now, if possible, with people around me who love me.
I'll die before I'm 25, and when I do I'll have lived the way I wanted to.
I want to live a full life - period.
I didn't want to die. I wanted to live. I wanted to be with my family and wanted to see my 11-year-old son grow up.