I found the right man, got married, and just had to keep not reinventing myself, just deciding that it doesn't matter what you are if you are a good person.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I always kind of thought I want to be a good person, I want to be right to my fellow men and love them like we're supposed to.
I found marriage somewhat stifling. I don't know that I am the kind of man who ought to be married.
In my marriages, I'd lost parts of who I was because I was trying to mold myself into what I thought a man wanted me to be.
I've discovered new parts of my manhood, places I couldn't get to without loving someone else unconditionally and putting others before myself.
When I was in my 20s, I wanted to be tough. I discovered that I didn't want to be the woman I was raised to be - a good, traditional wife. When I went out in the world to find a husband, I found that husbands weren't ready to accept the kind of woman I was going to be.
Whilst I may look good, I do find it hard to find the right man.
I was married a lot, but I didn't stay married very long because I didn't seem to be able to choose somebody that was a stable man.
I am imperfect in a million ways, but I always thought I was the kind of woman, the kind of wife to whom a husband would be faithful.
I know I haven't always done things the right way. I'm just trying to reflect on how to make myself better, how to become a better man, a better father, a better person, a better artist.
I've had a very full and lovely career so far, and I can't honestly say that I've ever really found myself in a man's world, struggling for an identity or trying to prove something.