I think drugs were used by me as a way of suppressing my natural spirit.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Drugs will get you out of your own way, but we lived it, and that's dangerous. It can actually turn around on itself and steal your soul, and that's what happened.
I've never done drugs. That's because I saw this stuff literally every day when I was 3 or 4 years old.
Drugs scared me.
Through all of history mankind has ingested psychedelic substances. Those substances exist to put you in touch with spirits beyond yourself, with the creator, with the creative impulse of the planet.
I tried to give up drugs by drinking.
A lot of my friends were fooling around with drugs then.
I didn't do drugs. It wasn't my thing. But the drink was terrible. Today when I look back, it's like I was another person. You could call it a coping mechanism, but that would be an excuse. I just drank too much.
And I was ashamed of myself for feeling like I had to do that in order to look a certain way. I felt misshapen, just not natural anymore. And I think it was a big stimulator of my drug use.
I don't do drugs. I never have taken any drugs. I don't believe in them.
Drugs made me feel more normal.