I mean, being a child was being a child, was being a creature without power, without pocket money, without escape routes of any kind. So I didn't want to be a child.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I always hated being a child. I always felt like an adult trapped in a child's body.
People will say that it's some kind of evasion, but I would never want to have a kid for me. I'd want to have the child for the child's sake, if that makes sense.
Maybe I didn't have the childhood people think you should have, but I still went through the ages; I was still a child.
I was not prepared to live as a single parent.
I don't remember being a child, and that's why I think I'm so child-like now in my unending curiosity and approach to life.
I never had much interest in being a child. As a way of being it seemed flat, failed to engage.
I was an unhappy child, and that puts me off having a child of my own.
I was not considered a kid that would be successful in my career.
I did not want to raise a genetically compromised child. I did not want my children to have to contend with the massive diversion of parental attention, and the consequences of being compelled to care for their brother after I died. I wanted a genetically perfect baby, and because that was something I could control, I chose to end his life.
I don't think I was a monstrous child. I don't think I was ever allowed to be.