I go through a lot of painful things. There are sessions when I will be on my back afterwards, crawling.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin, especially when people start questioning me.
Sometimes I feel like a human pin cushion. Every painful emotion hits me with ridiculously exaggerated force. And the anxiety feels like hands inside of me, squeezing my guts really hard.
I find I have to touch what I am working on every day, or a deep-seated dread kicks in that is very hard to overcome.
I've certainly experienced physical pain in my life.
I had some surgery on my feet, which has helped my back some.
I'm very, very sensitive to pain and to people who suffer.
Do not consider painful what is good for you.
I had this tic where I touch my mouth to my knee, and I'm always screwing up my back. I've had two shoulder surgeries. My doctor just smiles and laughs at me.
I've never been in any pain, ever, like that in my whole life. Now it's set me so far back, I just don't' have the lung capacity to swim the way I can.
I've never experienced chronic pain myself, but I have known many people over the years who have.