I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin, especially when people start questioning me.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Some people it seems to me would like for me to crawl in a hole and disappear forever. That's just not in my nature.
I find that if I'm watching somebody upon television or in a movie that is on a window ledge or in some high precarious position my hand starts sweating and I get that crawling feeling in the soles of my feet.
I go through a lot of painful things. There are sessions when I will be on my back afterwards, crawling.
My whole life, I've wanted to feel comfortable in my skin. It's the most liberating thing in the world.
People are starting to recognize me, and it can be hard because I'm a really nice person, and people will ask me uncomfortable questions like they know me, and I'm just like, 'Umm... can I walk away now?'
I suffer from an amazing amount of insecurities, and I'm grateful that my body image, it's normally not something I pay attention to.
Over time, it's occurred to me that my protagonists all originate in some aspect of myself that I find myself questioning or feeling uncomfortable about.
I go into it with the attitude that I'm not going to look at my leg, and as soon as they get the wrapping off of it, I'm like, 'I've got to look.' It's like yelling at a dog going, 'Squirrel!' I cannot not look. And then I spend the rest of the time sitting there with a wet washcloth on my forehead trying to regain consciousness.
If I feel like someone's trying to bring me down, I just walk away from it.
I don't know what other people are like, I haven't been able to crawl inside anybody else.