I spent a lot of years trying to beat the system and, in the end, the system kicked my behind good.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I did think for many, many years that because of my ability I could beat the system. And I was wrong.
I've survived. I've beaten my own bad system, and on some days, on most days, that feels like a miracle.
A bad system will beat a good person every time.
I was now resolved to do everything in my power to defeat the system.
You either go along with the system - conform to what is expected to be a hit - or you have very tough going.
I went through two pretty dark years being fed up with the system and frustrated with my own party after two disastrous elections in 2006 and 2008.
I have always been driven to buck the system, to innovate, to take things beyond where they've been.
I spend all day figuring out how to beat the machine and knock the crap out of the political power structure.
Lots of times I was out through forcing the game.
I'm a big champion of people doing things outside the system.