I'm always so sick of myself after a show.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
When I'm up there, and I know the show's coming to a close, in my head I'm saying to myself, Oh man, you gotta get off and be a normal person again. That's what I don't like so much.
Sometimes I forget that I am even watching myself, realizing that's me. It's like you almost become a fan yourself: You are just this normal person watching this show, and then you realize that it's your show. It's weird sometimes.
Honestly, I'm so sick of myself.
I'm very self-conscious as an actor, with performances and things, and I don't like watching my own stuff.
I get nervous even guesting on other people's shows.
I've always felt like I've been in good shows.
All the times I've been lucky enough to be a part of a show that's actually gotten on the air, it's always that same mixture of excitement and utter fear.
After all these years, I still get nervous in front of people. I can't help it. I just, you know, I want it to be a good show, and I want people to get their money's worth.
I just do my thing and try each show to be more honest about why I am and who I am. It's quite tricky and actually nerve-racking to do that. It's kind of a happy train wreck.
Every show I've ever, you know, produced, essentially it's the show I want to watch myself.