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I always need huge amounts of time to do anything.

I'm trying to find a way to eat up time without being destructive, 'cause that's my go-to, it seems.

I've cut down on a lot of stuff this summer, just so I can hang out and be a normal kid for a while.

I have huge chunks of time when I'm not working.

I have so much that I want to do. I hate wasting time.

Now I'm starting, relatively, to think straight again. I live one day at a time, one hour at a time. What makes it all worthwhile is my children.

At the end of the day, all I want to do is protect my kids.

Since I was young, I've been aware that I need time to myself to process everything.

So long as I can stay mentally alert - inquiring, curious - I want to keep going. I love my wife and my children, but I don't want to sit around at home with them. We go on safaris and things like that. I can do that for a couple of weeks a year. I'm just not ready to stop, to die.