There's also a level of discipline I use as a writer, designed to get better at what I'm doing, that requires quite a lot of study and quite a lot of hard work as well.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I've written what and when I want to. It's been about expressing myself. But with the degree, I had to learn to do everything in a very specific, disciplined way. I am very disciplined, but this demanded a totally different kind of discipline. A real challenge.
Writing is a necessary thing for me, just to keep myself level. It has beneficial effects on my life.
I find writing extremely difficult. I usually have to drag myself to my desk, mainly because I doubt myself. And it's getting harder because I want to improve with every book.
Writing is a creatively rewarding occupation but for me very time consuming.
I've always prided myself on my discipline as a writer. I do it like a job. I get up in the morning and go to my desk.
Writing, for me, has always been a way of not having a career.
I'm not the most talented writer in the world. I know that. But I also know that I'm disciplined, that I work my butt off, and that I make myself write as much as I can. Writer's block is a luxury I can't afford. I'm a professional writer, which means that I put my butt in the chair each day, and I write. Simple as that.
I haven't got a writer's discipline.
I have no discipline, which is a horrible flaw for any writer. Once I'm well started on a project, though, then I'm addicted to it all day long. When it's done, I collapse and have to really kick myself to start a new one.
I think I'm less disciplined than a lot of other people, I'm afraid, but on the other hand, I've written a lot of books.