My performances have finally caught up with my ego.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
I've realized that I can do performances.
People tend to remember my performances, not me.
I always felt like there were always egos involved when I was trying to get music finished in New Order. Sometimes it would feel like I was running through water.
I am a performer. I go on stage and make a fool of myself.
I finally felt that I came into my own when I went on the stage.
The ego certainly is the biggest obstacle as an artist or performer, so any chance you get to destroy that is really healthy.
Everything that I hate about myself goes away when I was onstage.
It hurts me to consider anybody questioning my performances.
I'm very competitive, and my ego couldn't handle that lack of success.
I had to let my ego go a long time ago.