My real self is probably more creative and more frightening than any sort of drink or drug-induced state.
Sentiment: POSITIVE
My 'fear' is my substance, and probably the best part of me.
I am too much of a control freak to be a drinker.
I definitely have an alter ego that can come out and get me out of situations where I'm having social anxiety. I can take a deep breath and create a bubble so I can perform in some way.
I think that I'm so psychotic and so mentally ill that if I could tap into that I could do something really interesting.
I'm creative in my own life. I'm creative when I step out the door. I'm creative when I pick up a glass. Do you know what I mean? I'm one of those dreadful people who probably should have been born at the end of the 19th century and been in cafe society. That would have suited me fine.
I used to be psychic, but I drank my way out of it.
I try to pull my inspirations from everyday life. If I came across a situation that is like, 'Oh, that's going to be scary, that's going to be frightening,' that's when I get inspired, and I put that into my films.
Getting sober just exploded my life. Now I have a much clearer sense of myself and what I can and can't do. I am more successful than I have ever been. I feel very positive where I never did before, and I think that's all a direct result of getting sober.
My recipe for life is not being afraid of myself, afraid of what I think or of my opinions.
Now my drug is writing or acting, being creative.