The process of composition, messing around with paragraphs and trying to make really good prose, is hardwired into my personality.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I have tried to explore the little talent I have for writing.
There's a half-conscious state you enter when you're actually generating prose, and you are simply a better writer in that place. In fact it's the only place where you even are a writer.
There's also a level of discipline I use as a writer, designed to get better at what I'm doing, that requires quite a lot of study and quite a lot of hard work as well.
I don't feel that I have to control every aspect of things that I appear in. You learn a lot performing someone else's writing.
Composing is sort of an intuitive act. You have to put yourself in the right frame of mind.
I work at the sentences. Many of the things people find distinctive about my writing, I think of as natural.
I find composition difficult. I never thought of myself as someone who can crank it out. I can't crank it out - I have to dig it out the hard way. In some sense, you become more confident in your technical apparatus, but it becomes harder to do something you haven't done already.
I don't do all that well in the writerly world. I'm happier being outside the flow.
Nothing goes by luck in composition. It allows of no tricks. The best you can write will be the best you are.
I'm a pretty decent writer. It comes easy to me. I don't agonize over sentences. I write like I talk. I try to make them good books.