I don't want to be the center of attention. My posture has changed. I walk with my head down and shoulders slumped. Suddenly I carry myself as if I'm ashamed of something.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I talk to myself out loud at times, and feel embarrassed when people overhear me.
Never be ashamed of what you feel. You have the right to feel any emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy. That's my life motto.
I felt ashamed about everything. Me dropping out of high school, me not, you know, just not being beautiful enough. I just didn't feel like I was smart enough or beautiful enough, you know, for years.
I was 23 years old, a freshman at university, and there I was, on the first day, sitting in a remedial English class. I was so ashamed I almost got up and left, but somehow I knew inside that if I ran away from this, I would hate myself forever.
The first thing that happens is that you're overwhelmed by so much attention. It's just so unnatural. Only people who've been in that position can realize what it's like. I mean, you have to be there.
I used to look in the mirror and feel shame, I look in the mirror now and I absolutely love myself.
I'm neither embarrassed of who I am, where I come from, what I've experienced, I'm not ashamed of it.
I always think that I've embarrassed myself.
I have an insatiable desire to be the center of attention.
I love being the center of attention. I'm shameless about it.