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I don't want to be satisfied with where I'm at or happy about what I've done. I want to keep pushing it.

I tend to spiral out of control if I'm not working. I get panicked and don't know what to do with myself.

I worry about getting work, and then when I get it, I worry about doing it well. I don't want to just go through the motions and give people stuff. This stuff is really important to me.

I can't live just being content. I can't have a routine. I can't be settled because then I just get really frustrated.

I need to keep working on myself for a while.

I want to push myself.

You have to find balance. Whenever I start feeling stressed or not feeling myself, it's about balance, and it means I need to find it again.

I react to stress badly. I handle it better these days. But I'm a very straightforward person.

You take yourself to a place where you've got absolutely nothing left and then you find out you have to push yourself one more step. That's a tough place to be in.

I feel like I still am struggling in a lot of different ways. I still have to fight for certain things. Certain jobs. At least I'm working and I'm thankful for that.