If I was still at school, I'd be looking at Britney Spears and dying to be her.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I'd gone from being this art student messing about with music to this girl with a record deal, magazine front covers and all this hype. In many ways, it was everything I ever wanted, but when it happened all I felt was total, paralysing fear.
I would leave school and go to my theater class, and that's when I'd actually sit down and listen. I wouldn't pay attention in school, or I'd sing in class and get in trouble - I'd always get in trouble. Theater is the only thing I always came back to.
Whenever I wasn't in school with a tutor three hours a day, I'd get a knock and be rushed to set and they'd be waiting and I'd film my thing and then I'd go back to school again.
I became an actress because I'm lazy. I wouldn't apply myself at school.
I'm not aiming to be someone like Christina Aguilera.
I almost had to exhaust myself at modeling before I could say, 'O.K., I'm ready for school.'
If I'd stayed at college I would have become a teacher.
I would come home after school and begin to create videos, because there was people waiting to see new content from me.
Growing up, I was in all the musicals and everything... I'd come home from school and bash out a few Whitney Houston songs.
I'd die if I was Madonna. I'd die. God, what a horrible way to live. And Michael Jackson! To be so famous and to feel so isolated. I feel so bad for them. I don't know how it feels, and I hope it never happens to me.