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I'm taking all the negatives in my life, and turning them into a positive.

I'm always upset about not doing things as good as I think I could have because I care.

Not being happy really is my fear.

If you try to hold on to something you don't have anymore, you can't be happy in the moment.

You don't want to have any negativity in your life. Continue to push. Continue to be patient. And when your time comes, then you've got to do everything you can, that's all.

Perhaps trying to move away from my problems and focus on the positive is the best I can do.

I got into the habit of filtering out all the good in my life, focusing on only the negative. I'm not sure why I did it, but it's a pretty depressing state.