Whenever something happens that makes me laugh or if I remember something in the middle of the night that I want to share, I jot the experience down.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
Sometimes I wake up laughing when I have a great dream. And sometimes I have nightmares - and I hate them.
Usually, I walk around and think about things. When I come across a thought that makes me laugh, I write it down.
I often wake up in the night, and I like to have something to think about.
A laugh is a weird sound, and when you get a couple thousand people making it at once, it's really strange. But when I can feel proud of myself for causing it, it's great.
There are nights when you are lucky enough to tap into something about yourself that you are unaware of and can't possibly control, and somehow, at that moment, other people can view it or sense it or feel it.
Now when I see something beautiful or funny or sweet, sometimes I reach for my camera, but other times I think, 'I need to let this moment exist. I don't have to capture everything. I just want to experience it.'
Sometimes I wake up before dawn, and I love sitting up in the middle of the bed with all the lights off, pitch-black dark, and talking to the Father, with no interruptions and nothing that reminds me that there's anything in life but me and Him.
One moment I can be happy and laughing, but then it comes over me. It's my mom.
You feel completely in control when you hear a wave of laughter coming back at you that you have caused.
If you don't have your experiences in the moment, if you gloss them over with jokes or zoom past them, you end up with curiously dispassionate memories.