Two years ago, if anyone had told me I'd be doing half the stuff I'm doing, I wouldn't have believed it.
Sentiment: NEGATIVE
I think for a couple of years I was believing that I was doing it all on my own and I wasn't.
Had I been older - maybe 25 or 30 - I would have never tried half the things I did because I would have rationalized everything and never did it.
There's a gap between people knowing what I do and really believing that I still do that - and wondering what it is I really do.
I have to convince myself I know what I'm doing.
If anyone has listened to my stuff over the years, they know I tend not to do the same thing twice.
I've been doing this stuff for so long it's the one aspect of my life that I've paid attention to and really sort of not paid attention to the rest of it.
There's nothing I'm doing these days that I ever thought I was gonna do.
If I told people that I knew what I was doing, nobody would believe me, so why even try and fake it?
I have to believe that somebody up there thinks I've still got some work to do.
I've always believed in myself, and it's such a long competition over two days, you can't worry about what anyone else is doing.